Friendship on Fire Page 10

  I excused myself from the girls and stalked after her towards the common room.

  ‘Why do you always have to be such a bitch to everyone?’ I asked her sharply.

  ‘Not everyone thinks I’m a bitch, you know. You and I, we have what I like to call, a personality clash,’ she said, trying to sound like a clinical psychologist.

  I nearly choked on my laughter. ‘Really. How is it that I get along with pretty much everyone else in the school, except you?’ I raised my eyebrows at her.

  ‘I don’t know, darl. That’s something you have to work out yourself. We all have issues to work on. Some more than others, of course.’

  We entered the common room and waded through the students heading towards their lockers.

  ‘What are you on about?’ Her cryptic remarks were grating up my spine.

  ‘Your issues. We all get uptight when we have to share things in our lives, don’t we? Our friends, for example. It’s OK to be neurotic, but you really shouldn’t be possessive, Daisy. It’s not becoming for a lady.’

  She flicked her straight blonde hair over her shoulder, blue eyes smouldering with the knowledge that she had dragged me into her stupid mind game.

  I continued to stare at her blankly. How hard was it to have a compatible conversation between two people; same sex, same age?

  ‘Gosh, and you call me blonde.’ She nodded toward Roman, sitting on the couch in the far corner of the common room, talking and laughing with his friends. She suddenly called out for him to come over to us, but he put his hands up and shrugged. Either he was avoiding me, or he was suspicious of her intentions. I certainly was.

  ‘I guess that settles it then,’ she laughed.

  It finally clicked in my head. Saturday night. Her friend.

  My eyes opened sharply with understanding and I hated Skye more than ever before in this moment.

  ‘You will stop at nothing, won’t you? You have to divide and conquer …’

  ‘Hey, don’t shoot the messenger,’ she cooed. ‘If Roman hasn’t bothered to tell you he and Tiffany are a thing, then maybe you have to rethink the closeness of your friendship,’

  she said slowly, calculating my response. ‘Tiffany thinks he’s a real catch…’

  ‘Piss off, Skye, seriously. You’re shitting me to tears.’ I shouldn’t have sworn at her, but I was having a bad day.

  ‘Jealousy is a curse, school captain …’ she purred as she walked away, swinging in her skirt.

  I observed Roman for a while after the bell went for period three. Was it possible he liked the Grammar girl? Did he get with Tiffany after the party? Was he desperate? Or was I losing my touch with character judgment and Tiffany was a really nice bimbo?

  Mr Head walked past the common room door and, as was his strange custom, did not enter. Instead, he stood with toes millimetres outside the door.

  ‘Daisy, Roman, to me, period four. Bring your thinking caps for the swimming carnival.’ He nodded, flashing his fake smile, and walked away, his pants moving higher as he waddled. Roman and I caught each other’s eyes.

  In human biology we were learning about the concept of evolution. Besides having a plethora of insignificant monkeys’ names to remember, I wasn’t sure I liked the idea of humans supposedly evolving from monkeys. Why didn’t it bother anyone else that we weren’t much better than monkeys?

  Mrs Von Ruse was our teacher. A German exchange teacher in fact, and very serious about human biol. She would shout at us if we didn’t enter into her discussions about topics completely irrelevant to our generation. She had two toes missing from her left foot, which we found absolutely fascinating, and she would shuffle her feet around absent-mindedly if she thought any of us were staring at them.

  Today, to keep my eyes off her toes and her thick accent, I decided to draw an artistic impersonation of myself as an evolving monkey. I couldn’t listen to her boring lecture on Homo Erectus and other mutant monkey humans any more. I’m no artist by anyone’s standards, but my bored artworks during monotonous classes were improving and I reckon they deserved to be scrap-booked. When they didn’t get stolen from other teachers, that is. Mrs Von Ruse was too absorbed showing slides of the half human/half monkey men to notice my chicken scratchings.

  I nearly bumped into Roman as I came out of the girls’ bathroom at the beginning of period four. He was walking past ready for our meaningful meeting with Mr Head.

  ‘Sorry,’ we both said awkwardly and fell into step heading towards the office.

  I put my hands in my dress pockets and watched him rummage around in his pocket. He took out a rolled-up packet of snakes and offered them to me. ‘Sustenance.’

  I gratefully took six and stuffed them into my mouth all at once. It wasn’t the brightest idea I’ve had. I nearly choked as a couple slid down my throat before I could chew them.

  Roman knocked on Mr Head’s door and we waited in silence for our fate, death by boredom. I composed myself after my snake attack.

  Mr Head called, ‘Come in, and hurry up.’

  We entered the musty smelling room and sat in two of the many chairs lined up in front of his desk. I considered suggesting to him on muck-up day (when he could no longer expel me) that he should think about ditching some of the chairs and vacuuming his office sometime. I smirked, and bit my lip as Roman flashed me a warning with his eyes.

  ‘As you should know, the swimming carnival is next week,’ he announced with grandeur. ‘We need to prepare for it right now. All decisions made today. Sit down. Oh, you are. Let’s get to it, then.’

  We watched as he painstakingly shifted his gold farm-animal ornaments to the right side of his desk, one by one, until we had some elbow room on his table.

  Suddenly, he glared up at me. His eyes narrowed with familiar disapproval. ‘Daisy. I see you are still determined to disobey my school rules. ‘No radically dying hair’, rule number fourteen says and yet here we are once again.’

  I shifted nervously in my seat. For some strange reason, I was hoping he wouldn’t notice when we arrived for the meeting. This was anal, paranoid, OCD Mr Head. I took a deep breath.

  ‘I am planning to sir. Very soon. But not right now,’ I said, trying to be firm, as well as respectful.

  Mr Head put his hand out as if to gather Roman’s support, and said dramatically, ‘Ah. ‘Not right now’ she says. There is no time like the present to renew faith and my own school captain defies me.’

  Roman’s eyes begged for caution, but he didn’t interfere. I continued, ‘I’m not defying you, sir. I tried to tell you I can’t change it back so quickly because …’ I stumbled and he pounced.

  ‘Yes, yes, it will fall out. That would be quite an improvement. I want it fixed before the start of term two, or you’ll be in a lot more trouble than this. Do you understand, Miss Brooks?’

  ‘Yes, Mr Head,’ I said in a quiet voice.

  ‘Good.’ He handed us a piece of paper. ‘Here is the checklist for the carnival. You have one hour,’ he commanded and sat back in his chair.

  I wondered at what point he was going to help us with this job.

  Halfway through the meeting, we found ourselves caught in a deadlock about where to have the carnival. It had varied in the past between an indoor and outdoor venue; nothing had been set in concrete. It was generally up to the captains of each respective year group to decide where they wanted it to be.

  My opinion was the most logical, naturally. It should be inside, as students didn’t have to wear disgusting, sticky sunscreen and didn’t have to worry about sunburn (hence cancer). My final argument was received with smirks from both men in the room and I scowled at them.

  Roman, on the other hand, to spite me I suppose, decided he wanted the carnival at the outdoor venue. His argument was that we all need vitamin D to be healthy, that it’s good to be out in fresh air instead of an over-crowded, chlorinated stench, humid indoor pool. At his last point I glared at him and he glared back.

  ‘I still think it would be really
good to have it indoors. It’s cheaper to hire.’ I kept the argument going, watching Mr Head’s reaction.

  ‘If you were listening, Daisy, Mr Head already said price wasn’t an issue. Isn’t that right, sir?’

  Mr Head was still leaning back in his chair, arms folded, watching us intently.

  When he didn’t answer, we stopped arguing and frowned. Was he frozen in time? Was he having a heart attack? Worst of all, was he angry?

  Mr Head wasn’t a perceptive man at the best of times. However, he wasn’t necessarily stupid. He picked up straight away on the tension between us and had to put in his two cents worth. I didn’t say he was tactful.

  ‘Look at you both. Carrying on like a married couple,’ he laughed. He held up his hands like puppets and continued. ‘I want this, no I want that, but why can’t we have it this way? This is highly entertaining.’ His laughter then came to an abrupt halt. ‘Keep going, please. Don’t let me interrupt.’

  His animation was startling. I’d never witnessed him crack a smile, let alone go into hysterics using hand puppets. And straight after he blasted me about my hair? Did he have split personalities?

  ‘Fine, let’s have it outdoors. Whatever you want, Roman.’

  I threw my pen on the table. Roman’s reaction displayed neither victory nor remorse. He had more of a sad stare in his eyes; a tired, blank daze. Mr Head thumped his fist on the desk.

  ‘It’s decided.’ His eyes shifted back and forth at us across the table. ‘Who says democracy doesn’t work?’

  At lunchtime I had a revelation. I was eating with Linda and Sarah, half listening to them talk about their boy troubles. I was busy thinking about the argument. Re-hashing as much of it as I could remember in my head, I came to a conclusion I didn’t necessarily want to accept at this point in time: I had been a bitch to Roman this morning.

  He had apologised and tried to acknowledge the misunderstanding of what he said; but I couldn’t help myself and pushed it, jumping down his throat. We were both at fault, I knew that, but I started to feel guilty about my part in it.

  Yes I had a temper, one that embarrassed me at the best of times. However, I wasn’t completely unreasonable. I still preferred harmony to conflict. I had to talk to him, and soon. The longer things were left, the more likely they would fester. Especially if Skye found him first.

  I didn’t want to think about the kind of lies she could spin to him after our run-in this morning. What did she think was going on between Roman and me anyway? The way she kept baiting us, one would think she was waiting for us to come out and say, ‘Surprise. We’ve been together all along.’

  I tried to find Roman everywhere after I’d finished eating. Showing my desperation, I asked James to check the boys’ toilets for any sign of him. He had frowned at me, but did it anyway.

  I asked Rach to help me after that and we called out for him in the common room. He wasn’t there. No one had seen him since class. Where was he? He wasn’t sick this morning, so there’s no reason to go home. I was fast losing the nerve to fix things.

  Shoulders hunched, I went for a walk on the oval by myself to get some air. It was a massive oval. One where you could take at least fifteen minutes to walk around.

  As I was shuffling under the trees in the shade, avoiding the flying soccer balls from the juniors, I saw a figure. It was gazing up at the clear sky, leaning against a large Morton Bay fig tree. From the outline, the person seemed familiar. Tall, lean, arms folded. I knew that stance.

  He appeared so peaceful I didn’t want to risk his irritation again. And yet I kept walking, drawn to the unlikely image of a melancholy Roman choosing to be alone rather than with his friends, as was usual.

  ‘Hey,’ I called out. He turned his head slightly to eyeball me without surprise and returned to brooding at the sky.

  I stopped beside him and watched him cautiously, but he didn’t acknowledge me.

  ‘Whatcha doing?’ I tried to keep it light.

  ‘Nothing,’ he replied listlessly.

  ‘It doesn’t look like nothing.’

  ‘Staring, then.’

  ‘Can I join you doing nothing and staring?’

  I cocked my head to the side. A small crease shifted in his cheek. He smiled faintly.

  ‘Sure.’

  I leant against the tree and followed his eyes to the sky. It was a beautiful summer’s day, not a cloud in the bright blue-ness. Only a few birds blackened sections of it, but nothing could shake its natural brilliance.

  ‘It’s nice out here,’ I breathed.

  ‘Yeah.’

  ‘Roman?’

  ‘Yeah.’

  ‘You OK?’

  ‘Yeah.’

  ‘Question.’

  ‘Yeah.’

  ‘Wanna get some chips and milkshakes later?’

  ‘Why?’ his tone altered.

  ‘It’s been a while.’

  ‘True.’

  ‘So?’ I asked hopefully.

  Roman scratched his head absently. ‘Don’t have any money on me.’

  ‘That’s nothing different,’ I grinned. ‘I’ll shout.’

  ‘Sweet.’

  And so we stood against the tree, probably suspicious to pairs of eyes who didn’t know why we were out here, until the bell went for period five. English.

  Swearing, I broke into a desperate run. My essay wasn’t nearly done; I’d forgotten to finish it in the library. Mr Andrews was going to kill me. Or worse, he’d turn into a beached whale again.

  ‘How funny was Andrews when you gave him half an essay?’ Roman cracked up laughing on our way to the chip shop at Sailor’s Wharf. My downfall had lightened his mood.

  We were being perfect role models; wagging sixth period. Technically we had a free, but weren’t allowed to leave campus. We thought it was worth it to gamble with our lives on the odd chance Mr Head would actually be in touch with his students.

  The incident with Mr Andrews wasn’t that funny. But maybe that’s because it happened to me. I would rather put it into a deleted section of my memory where only bad experiences go, never to be reclaimed. Roman wouldn’t let it go.

  ‘It wasn’t that good. Not on an epic scale, anyway,’ I said defensively, attempting to shut the topic down.

  ‘You are being humble, Daisy. It will go down in history as being one of the defining moments in year twelve,’ he said with unnecessary magnificence.

  ‘For you, maybe,’ I grumbled.

  Roman started laughing again. I punched him in the arm.

  Mr Andrews had decided to make an example of me. I was the only one in his class who hadn’t properly finished their essay. Everyone else clearly didn’t have a social life on the weekend. I couldn’t tell him that. He made me read my essay out to the whole class, in a dramatic tone of voice, while he asked the opinion of the class regarding my structure, writing style and advice on an overall mark. Not only that, he got out a packet of playing cards and set himself up a game of solitaire, shouting with glee when he finished it in record time.

  I was humiliated. It was no consolation that he claimed he was only joking afterwards and I should relax.

  ‘Next time get me to proofread the essay or help you with it, OK?’ Roman offered. ‘So you don’t have to be so red in the hair … I mean … face.’

  ‘Remind me again why we’re friends?’ I asked, irritated.

  ‘Because you love me,’ he said quickly.

  ‘Not right now, I don’t,’ I snapped back. ‘You’ve made my day pretty crappy, you know that?’

  He pursed his lips. ‘Yeah, I get it.’

  We reached a bench near the water and sat down. I leant over and rested my elbows on my knees, staring out at the choppy waves. I felt miserable and I didn’t know why.

  ‘Dais, about this morning …’ Roman started.

  ‘Yeah it’s been on my mind. Sorry I was a cow. You pushed some buttons…’

  ‘We both did.’

  ‘Yeah. Skye started on me again this morning. She tol
d me you have a thing with Tiffany and that it’s a big secret you didn’t want to tell me.’

  ‘Let’s order some chips and I’ll tell you what happened. I’ve got nothing to hide and you know me better than she does.’

  We walked to the chip shop at the end of the wharf. Roman put in our order and I handed him the money. I tugged his sleeve as we walked to the waiting area. ‘Roman I know I shouldn’t take any notice of her games. But why me?

  Why us? Doesn’t she have anyone else to bug?’ It exasperated me.

  ‘Of course she does. However, you are her favourite because you bite back. Then I get dragged into it because she thinks there must be something going on. And she’s clearly, insanely jealous of you.’

  I raised my eyebrows. ‘What does she have to be jealous of? I’ve got fake red hair, I’m completely gullible and I’m a bitch to my best friend,’ I said, oozing self-pity.

  ‘That’s right, you’re shocking, and I don’t know why I waste my time on you,’ he mocked, and slung his arm around my shoulders. ‘How many times do I have to tell you? You’re awesome just the way you are.’ His eyes softened when I checked them for sincerity.

  We got the call that the chips were ready so Roman squirted sauce all over them, just for me, and I carried our milkshakes back to our bench.

  ‘For the record, nothing happened between Tiffany and me. Yeah she was entertaining for the night, with her hare-brained stories and her attention towards me, but come on Dais, give me some credit. I did the gentlemanly thing and took them all home after the party.’

  ‘Good. I didn’t think you would get with her … but …’ I didn’t know how to say it.

  ‘You thought I’d be up for getting some action? No way. I’m not desperate. She did have a crack at me, but I turned her down. She was too much for me to handle,’ he said with a chuckle.

  I wasn’t sure I wanted to know what sort of moves she tried to pull on him, so I got another chip covered in sauce and munched on it quietly. The knowledge of Roman not liking Tiffany or ever intending to get with her filled me with a reassurance that was probably wrong to feel. Still, it felt good, and I was claiming it. Roman was still mine and I didn’t have to share his time with any other girl.